I also did not expect for it to stir up a love for writing deep in my soul. I didn't expect to have nights where I'm laying in bed writing a blog in my head. I didn't expect to have moments in my day where I'm stopped dead in my tracks and have to sit down and write before the thoughts escape my mind. I didn't expect to write things that I myself need to read again and again to remind myself of some of the lessons God has laid on my heart. God has used blogging to work on my heart and change me in ways I never thought possible.
Over the past several months, I have been
Can I just say as someone who didn't dream all her life of becoming a writer how
Fast forward to Saturday afternoon. I pulled up my email and looked at a company that emailed me that I honestly almost deleted but instead opened. It was the publishing company in charge of Kristen Welch's new book congratulating me, yes ME for being chosen as part of the book launch team!!! Frankly even after telling my mom and my husband I still didn't believe it. Why would I be chosen out of hundreds of applicants?
Even though I am on a Facebook hiatus, I did have to log on and request to become part of the launch team's closed group. Which I did Saturday night and then didn't think about it again until last night. I once again logged on quick to make sure I was 'accepted' by the admin and then once I was, I began to look through all the intros people had written. Friends, this made me that much more nervous. No joke. This group of women they put together have AMAZING stories. From all walks of life and lots of veteran bloggers. Women that are missionaries across the world. Foster moms. Women that have some incredible companies and organizations that are furthering the kingdom of Christ. Seriously so many amazing stories. But there were snippets all over that these women, while we are all so different, are just like me. We all have the same goals and dreams for the world and our family. And then I just got overwhelmed by feeling so incredibly blessed.
Maybe I won't ever become an author of a book...maybe I won't ever have thousands of followers on my blog...but friends....God made sure I knew this past week that He sees me. He sees my hopes and dreams. He knows the deepest desires of my heart and He cares about them all. Even if they seem too big for me. Even if they seem silly to me. Even if I think they are so far out there and crazy. He wants all our dreams to come true. He wants us to feel significant in this world even if it's for a small purpose because the reality is, in His world, even the small purposes are big.
Maybe these publishers randomly picked people. Maybe there wasn't anything special that stood out to them about me. But ya know what? Call me crazy but this wasn't a chance thing in my mind I was chosen. This was a GOD thing. God wants us to know that He always cares for us. He always wants to help make our dreams a reality. He wants us to feel quipped to help change this hurting world, no matter how small or insignificant we may feel.
So that dream you have been thinking is beyond you....that you think is too big for you...too far out of your comfort zone....something that you think will never be apart of your world.....Friend, it's not too crazy. Maybe you won't go where you think you will go, maybe you won't become 'successful' with it as the world sees it, but God will use that dream of yours. He can make it happen. He doesn't want you to see yourself as unworthy of it. Keep dreaming about it. Keep striving to become better at it. Keep putting yourself out there. Keep leaving your comfort zone because I promise you...I promise God is going to keep giving you blessings to encourage you to use it for His glory...
I don't know if this launch team will lead to anything other than getting to know some amazing women across the world and to let you all know about an amazing book that is coming out, but what I do know is I am so beyond grateful that God gave me the opportunity to be apart of it. And I'm so thankful He constantly reminds me that my hopes and dreams matter to Him. No matter how silly they may seem. Be encouraged sweet friend.....and always remember how deeply you are loved....
**While I am still technically on a Facebook hiatus, I am getting on once a day to stay in touch with this sweet launch team and continue to get to know them. And my hiatus may come to an end sooner than I originally planned so I can be back on when it officially kicks off and I can start letting you all know the sweet goodness of this book. So seriously stay tuned because I have a feeling this book is gonna be incredible for all you parents out there. Happy Thanksgiving all!! May you be blessed as this holiday week kicks off!
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